I’m kind of burnt out. I get the message that it’s an unfoldment, and after week 12’s webinar I was gonna quit bc I thought the Mark handing out the checks thing was kind of weird. No offense, it truly is a non judgmental observation, and what I’m learning is that I can still get something out of each lesson while not agreeing with all of it. Kind of like feeling sad and hopeful at the same time.
Scroll III came in handy this week because It gave me the little energy I had to complete the MKE daily tasks. To persist even though I didn’t want to. It’s been a bit difficult to stay positive and out of self pity this week.
Also I can’t shake this uncomfortable feeling that I’m not doing enough, its driving me CRAYZAY. Patience is wearing thin. But I’m persisting, and at the end of the day I do feel better about the fact that I did the exercises despite my attitude. I embrace obstacles for they are my challenge.