Week 13 – KMC – A Beautiful Reminder

This has been quite the push week for me in getting ready for Christmas coming up and family coming in. I have also found myself struggling a little bit with doing the exercises daily as work has become a bit overwhelming with my time and has been wearing me out physically as I find little time to do anything other than sleep when I’m away from work because I am so physically exhausted.

The most interesting part of what has been happening to me lately is what I am observing in myself over the past couple of weeks. This is definitely a bit of an awakening as I know that if I were not a part of the Master Key Experience, I would never have noticed the regress in my attitude. See, I’ve recently gotten back into the workforce where I actually have to go to a location for work. I had been working from home for the past 5 years so as you can imagine, my interaction with people was very limited on a day-to-day basis. Now I am back to the point of having to drive to a physical location (traffic) and interacting with the people I work with every day (a lot of negativity).

What I’ve come to realize in this situation is how easily being in the wrong environment can alter your mood……IF you let it. We have the control, but in the past I don’t know that I would have believed it to the extent that I do today. I also don’t know that I would have recognized the fact that outside entities were impacting me in a negative way. I have also come to realize that there is still a lot of work to be done for me to make the transition (for lack of better terms) from dark to light. This has opened my eyes to the fact of what still lies ahead, but also the NEED for a lot more intent behind my actions to move the needle forward.

I know I am a work in progress, and I also know that this will constantly be a lifetime process of improving myself. What’s really awesome about the whole thing is me observing myself realizing what can happen to me both in a positive and negative way, and that I CONTROL THAT. This discovery helps me to be more purposeful in performing the necessary exercise, but also showed me how far I’ve come since we started this incredible journey. Can’t wait to see what happens next!