The scroll marked 3 is MY JAM!
I love everything about this months scroll because it is the most familiar & relatable scroll to my life, thus far.
This week began as most, but the power, positivity, strength & confidence within me has been building, growing stronger & bolder in its desires to meet the needs that I want instead of what the world wants of/from me. I headed into the week ready to learn grow & experience life as I listen more, think positive, not give my opinion & show love to all those I encounter.
Everything was going fine until I noticed some coworkers deciding to schedule things for me & not consider my requests & needs that I was asking to be met…within reason & benefit to everyone involved, I became savvy to what was going on by asking people I trusted, as to what company policies & procedures were & comparing them to what I was personally experiencing.
I was able to make a professional decision, for what was best for me & my family, reached out to one person who I had spoken to a couple of months ago & quit my current job in immediate transition into being hired at another within 3 days. BOOOOOOM!!! I blew my own mind, lol! I have never made a decision like that & that quickly in my entire life! I knew what I deserved, I knew that my requests were being ignored on purpose, I was confident in doing better for myself & I put my positive, DO IT NOW, into action.
I cannot express in words the true, raw feeling of power & confidence in my actions & decisions this week. I was on top of the world & the greatest part…..ZERO guilt, regret or fear……ZERO. I found my worth in my repetition of all of that has been asked of me throughout my MKE experience. I also experienced no anger or negative thoughts.
It was like I was David against Goliath. I told myself as I read my man in the mirror…..I could get used to living this way…..as my reflection answered….so why haven’t you? I had many thoughts & started thinking back, but I just replied, I don’t know exactly why, but it doesn’t matter right now because I am choosing to not live that way any longer, starting this week.
I will persist until I succeed…..I will win!!!! (& I did!)