I’ve always been hard on myself. Once, I burned the dinner I was preparing for my new husband and thought to myself, ‘I’m a terrible wife, I never should have gotten married’. My thought life back then was brutal. And yet, through the years I’ve learned to be a lot more kind to myself. I know that I’m a work in progress. I believe I was truly born for such a time as this.
Fast forward to today. It’s my first day of the Master Key Experience. I did my reading and each piece of the assignments for today. I don’t know what I was expecting but nothing miraculous happened. I know, I need to be patient. However, I tend to overanalyze my experiences which causes issues for my subconscious mind. Ugh.
I feel like I’ve been in a wasteland in my mind, looking across the road at the beauty I know is possible in my life. It’s a daily struggle. I have faith and believe in a God who loves me and has my best interest in mind. I trust Him. And yet, I eventually resist being all that I know I can be.
I’m here because I believe that if I can learn to allow the water to flow across that desert, things will begin to grow and flourish, pushing me forward like an unstoppable river, bringing life to the world around me.
Teresa, on your first day and you did your homework AND your first blog? Wow! Can you hear my applause? Being hard on yourself is passe. Praise you!
Teresa, love your beautiful comment, “I’m here because I believe that if I can learn to allow the water to flow across that desert, things will begin to grow and flourish, pushing me forward like an unstoppable river, bringing life to the world around me.”..
Hi Teresa! What a great pleasure to read your blog! It’s always good to have faith in yourself, like you do, and in the Devine source that guides you! If you CHANGE the WAY you LOOK at THINGS, the THINGS you LOOK at CHANGE!
Awesome Teresa, love your blog post! The title caught my eye and my heart.
So wonderfully vulnerable and what a gift that you are sharing in this way. This openness is an inspiration. Thank you for sharing xoxo
Seems like more often than not, Teresa, we are our own worse critics. (If others talked to us the way we do, there’d be trouble!) I can relate! See others who have the “green grass” and now I’m ready to get past the blockages so I can get it, too. If we seek, we will find. If we knock, the door will be opened to us. We can do all things through Christ!
Ya me to I get that too!
Your honesty and vulnerability are inspiring to me and in Week 1 wow – you’ve shared so beautifully and I appreciate you for that!!! Mahalo
Teresa- Bravo and congrats on completing your 1st blog post. So appreciative of your vulnerability & honesty. You are inspiring yourself and others. As Hannel shared with us in the MasterKey System this week, we already have everything we need inside of us. Becoming aware of this is part of the Journey- and you are already on your way!! Cheering you on as you give yourself permission to allow your water of Life to flow!
I second that Tonia! We are cheering you on Teresa!
Great job Teresa! I love the imagery of new life coming to the desert!
Congratulations on your blog. I love your insights.
Congratulations Miss Teresa, your willingness will get you where you want. Keep it up.
Hello Teresa, You have given us a beautiful beginning. Looking forward to all the wonderful things that you will discover as you chip away at the cement.
Thank you Teresa! As you chip off the cement piece by piece, you will find your beautiful radiant self. Welcome!
What a wonderful blog Teresa! Thank you for sharing your vulnerability so honestly. It seems to me that the miracles already started to happen. And you know what, many miraculous things are what you experience but not see until just afterwords so keep on trusting, having faith and creating new habits and let yourself unfold and the river flow.
Congratulations, Teresa. Awareness is a rare gift and you certainly have that down. Best of all, you get to choose what to do with it! There’s so much joy and beauty just waiting for you to say hello!
What a great blog Teresa, God has lead you here for a reason. You will be amazed how you will grow and flourish here.
Teresa, you are unique and amazing. Thanks for sharing and start replacing old habits with new ones. 😉
Glad to see you make that decision to become part of this community Teresa! Welcome to MKE. I believe you are going to be amazed.
Teresa…this is just beautiful—You have allowed yourself to be vulnerable and honest. God sees you as perfect, I see you as perfect…the river is flowing ♥️
What an amazing post Teresa! Trust the process in chipping away the cement and letting the beauty shine as you grow and flourish.
Way to go, Teresa! The best thing you could do is exactly what you did — create those new healthy habits to chip off that old cement. God has brought you here to help you unfold your true nature and purpose. Enjoy and find gratitude in the process.