As a graduate of the MKE course, I think it was 2015, or maybe 2016, this is not foreign to me. Plus I have had a few failed attempts to re-take. However, I kept letting my “old blueprint” take over. I always placed the blame on “life”. This time around, there is something different. Well, couple of things. Unlike before, I have gotten to the point of “quiet desperation”. Before, I was what I can say is, comfortable. I was okay with “just getting by”.
“What’s so different?”, you might be asking. One, well I’m just tired. Tired of the stress. Tired of of wondering how the next bill will be paid. Tired of not being able to take a simple vacation. The list goes on.
Couple more reasons, GRANDCHILDREN! With one grandson and another on the way, the world has gotten brighter!
Enough of the scraping by and NOW is the time to live! Time to start spoiling loved ones and time to spoil myself!
It is time to start keeping my promises!