Oh Boy here I go again!! – Third time lucky? Nope its not about luck.
An uplifting Sunday to start as before and the intentions are high. So Monday arrives and I am already f***ing up!
Why is that? I already know I can do anything I want to – Already this year I gave up drinking after nearly 40 years of drinking almost every day and all it took was a moment of decision and I have felt great ever since.
Dropping weight – no problem 35lbs lost in a year and fitter than I have been in 20 years I just made a decision!
Physical challenges no problem – 105 miles in a day for a kids’ cancer charity. Well, there was no way I was going to stop before the end of that one no matter what the pain was like on the last 15 miles of fell running!
I love challenges like that they make me feel great in so many ways.
Then I look at my true DMP and the formula of the MKE process and boom my brain goes to mush and I float about like a fart in a wind-tunnel what is going on?! I do anything to stall, procrastinate, avoid the work, do it last minute and let my mind slip to anything else.
I know the process works and if I am truly honest, I have never followed it to the letter and I have even fallen back on my “yellow” colour code character to let me off the hook.
Well, now is the moment of decision and even writing this is therapeutic and decision making. I have decided this is the moment I promise to follow every single step to the letter with enthusiasm and achieve the true DMP that means so much to me and will set me free.
Today I begin a new life! I always keep my promises.