MKE Week 1 – Believing in Myself and Trusting the Process

Hello, this is my first time writing a blog. Honestly I don’t sit down long enough to even read a book most of the time. I am always thinking of things that need to be done around the house, in the yard, or whatever comes to mind that I think needs to be done.

I will just say that most of the time I start projects and find some thing else along the way that needs to be done. so I have trouble focusing on finishing a task at hand, unless I can just sit in that one area and not have to go anywhere and find a distraction. What I have learned is that how special I am and it doesn’t matter what everyone else thinks, MKE reminds myself that I am important. Yes and I have a very difficult time expressing myself with emotion, I have a very low tone voice, and a lot of people don’t hear me.

So, I am working on expression, Talking Louder and have more feelings when I talk. I really don’t talk much, I observe and listen, whether I take it all in what I’m listening to is another story, when I am reading, I notice that I will be reading but I am not obtaining anything and I find myself thinking about something else while I’m trying to read. If I don’t have interest in what I’m reading and excited about what I am reading then I will instantly think of something else that gets me excited, makes me happy or something else that needs to be done! So, here I am last min doing my 1st Blog feeling overwhelmed at times; but I know that’s the process!