A week ago, when I first heard about the Master Key Experience with Mark & Davene, I was not sure I could commit to a six month-long program. As I weighed my decision to join, I had visions of both failure and success with this class.
One minute I could already see and feel the pride in myself for completing the program many months from now. The next minute, I was back to depressing thoughts of getting bored with the daily tasks, not getting them done and losing my scholarship.
This last part got me thinking about how deep and quickly those dang negative emotions cut through everything good I was considering. I mean, here I was not even in the program yet and already I was thinking thoughts about something bad happening!
It was then that I decided it was now or never to reach out for help in making permanent changes so my life could be mine again!
So, while I still had time to apply for a PIF scholarship on the Thursday before class began, I hit that submit button. I crossed my fingers and toes that I would get in.
And I did! I let out a huge breath of relief when I got the email saying I had landed a spot.
Now that I was officially in, I eagerly prepared for the first call, organized all the print outs, binders, index cards and colored pencils. I even borrowed my daughter’s pencil case so I wouldn’t lose anything. And here I was, in my early 40s and back in school!
On the day of the call, nerves took over and doubt clouded my thoughts all day. Would this be like so many times before where I begin strong, burn out then quit? I was not looking forward to those little thoughts and I pushed them away quickly. Over and over again, I reminded myself why I wanted to join Master Key Experience and gradually all the doubt fell away.
I’ve been in for a few days now, doing the daily steps in order as instructed. And you know what? Something amazing has happened. I really notice that things are beginning to shift and it’s so awesome to see.
Here are a few of the biggies… I feel myself more present with my children, I’m listening better with everyone in my family, I’ve stopped checking social media posts all times of the day, I’m not procrastinating nearly as much, and I’m doing more income producing activities with all of my online businesses.
Wow, if this is the results of just my FIRST week, I can not wait to see what’s going to happen as the course goes on. Will be back to report more on that in my next blog post.