I usually use this time of year to reflect, and having a break this week was a perfect time to do just that. Then I listened to Mark’s video introducing Week 14 , and it really hit me hard, in a good way, right between the eyes. (Ba-Boom!)
All I have to do is sit, and I will know what to do. I already have all the answers, the answers that are best for ME!
I have always had a love of learning and like to find new ways to grow and improve. But now I realize that I have been hiding behind this love of learning and using it as an excuse to not take any action, to try to fill a void that will allow me to believe in myself and believe I am worthy. I would think, ” If I could just take this one class, if I could just get mentoring from one more expert, if I could just read one more book, THAT will give me my aha moment to convince myself I am worthy to achieve achieve my dreams.”
Hearing Mark say, “Nothing on the outside will make me whole. The “tower” cannot get me to heaven, make me complete. ” I realize my PPN has changed once again. I want peace and harmony and happiness more than anything. I release the material and the circumstances of the outside world and embrace the within, the only true REALITY of my thoughts.
It’s time to believe what Jake has been telling me for years…I already have it within me. I am already the teacher ready to share. Like Mark said, if I am not enough now, I won’t be when I achieve my goals, my DMP, and even when I complete the MKE. If I’m not enough now, I won’t be enough then. The “stuff” won’t do it.
How liberating to let go!
I already have it all within me….I am nature’s greatest miracle. Thought is the only reality.
Completing this course won’t be enough. And now I DO understand why it won’t be enough, because I already am enough! These things are already in me! I know what it takes, I know the things.
I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy!
And I always keep my promises.