Ask and you shall receive. We all know it and it works many times out of naiveté. I did for me, for good and for bad. It takes great courage to ask for big and lofty things, even “impossible” things. I started asking for such things as a child, like most kids do. I wanted to make my parents happy. I wanted to get enlightened at the age 12, just like Ellinor Roosevelt, so I could save the world. That was long before I decided to quit my career as a research scientist working with viruses and the idea of creating a vaccine for cervical cancer. Such a ludicrous idea, but I was lured into the deepest pits of the industry. The Cancer Industry. Little did I know back then that both the Chinese and the Indians had perfectly working protocols for healing such things already a few thousand years ago. Oh well. Had I not chosen that scientific path and received the crown of my proud, yet by then, extremely bruised little ego, ie. my pompous title: Dr of Medical Sciences, I wouldn’t have spent 10 years in The Land of Enchantment, aka New Mexico, US. This is where I met my Spiritual Mother, LeeAnn. The imposive, beautiful, calm and quiet guru who gave me Shaktipat and helped me re-member who I am. I was so scared just to approach her, but there was no choice. My heart and my soul yearned to know. That was also a long time ago and I have consciously co-created many miracles since then. The rather immature DMP I wrote 1994 was finished a few years ago. The result of that one is a movie in itself. However, I started scripting a new DMP in 2004, this time including my country of birth, SwEden, where I had never felt at home.
Yes, it was time to make it at home, among people who to me mostly seemed like zombies. No, I am not pointing fingers. I used to be a control freak, molded by social democracy and suffering from social phobia too. But, deep in my heart, of course, I love my country and my people. We have all been under a strange spell. The Nordic Model. A mass hypnosis that is poison to the soul. On the surface it seemed like we were free, but in reality… all this was a brilliant, consciously engineered materialistic prison that is now cracking and falling into pieces. Just to grow into a new and evolved society. Chaos is a prerequisite for growth, just like composting is in Nature.
Yesterday I decided in my DMP that “I am a Master of producing bliss-peptides no matter what condition”. Today I was tested by a fellow Scandinavian who tried to bully and degrade me. I dodged the attack skillfully. I did not get angry. Instead, the energy released in my body activated the onset of a tsunami of happy bliss-peptides. I even got inspired to joyfully clean up my mom’s house. Service – and victory!!