Currently, I do not have control of my time. It was the nature of the position I held which helped us get out of $150,000 in debt. The 16+ hour days didn’t end when I came home. (I’m not an hourly paid employee). There was paper work, follow up, things that needed immediate attention. Failure to tend to my clients concerns would of gone against my nature and their trust in me. I’m extremely grateful they placed their business with me. The income has stabilized my family. From this position, I need to launch into my PPN. Autonomy and Liberty.
In Lesson 4, line 25. It states, overwork, or over play creates conditions of mental apathy and stagnation, which makes it impossible to do the more important work. Due to exhaustion and no control over my time, I’ve not had the luxury of time to utilize the silence for thought, to gain power over my life. I feel like I’m being caught in the Rat Race fly wheel. I’ve made a decision to change venues this week.