I believe this week separates the “men from the boys” haha. Real tireless effort is required if change is desired. Change is scary and painful. Every part of me, including on the cellular level is fighting this change. It’s getting harder to do assignments, to commit, to keep my promises. I’m waking up with headaches. Low energy. Ugh. Is this normal? I’m sure it is, since I’ve been doing things a certain way for so long. I do have good moments though at points in the day. When I go to 3x weekly 1 hour gatherings and connect with people there, or when I walk my dog and get to meet and talk with other people I feel so much better. A smile, laugh and a chat does wonders for me, and hopefully for them too! I do have faith though that one day it will get better. The struggle is real, and I accept that. I’m gonna keep going and if someone is struggling also, I hope you do too! 🙂
Hi Laura, It sounds like to are feeling the resistance but doing it anyway. You are on the right path, keep going.
Yes, Laura, I’m sure many are struggling as you are; just as their are many finding it getting easier and easier. Staying true is how everyone will make it through…and that includes YOU! 🙂
Thars gold deep within! You show it to others but how about yourself? YOU are the priceless person that this tireless effort is for. I encourage you to step/leap forward!
That cement can be brutal, Laura; but the freedom from it is exhilarating!
Laura,
Thank you for sharing the struggles that are presenting themselves to you. Being this vulnerable to offer help to someone else along the journey, is so kind. I know the resistance can feel like a brick wall, but that Golden Buddha is so much more powerful than any of that Cement! Way to sick with it girl! I know you got this. <3
-Candy
Thank you, Laura