This week I’ve felt a rush of almost euphoria-like feelings. The kind of feelings that drugs gave me. I’ve been LOOKING FOR THIS! Muuahahah. I also felt fear about the good feelings going away too.
Doing the work so far (not perfectly) has made me realize that I’ve got to work on no matter how I feel (page 65 Greatest Salesman) The linking and connecting has really started to pick up! The index cards did really help, Meaning adding another 25. Adding the shapes to the index cards has put my goals and what I’m grateful for into little organized files in my mind, then will go on to paper, sharpening my resolve.
I haven’t been getting out much because it’s cold and rainy, all I do is MKE (shit is demanding) sleep and eat… ALOT. Ah, winter. I will interact more with people soon, it’s hard to get outside and reach out and be of service lately. I am texting people though, does that count? 🙂 I’m back on my Peloton this week. Uuuughh. I will work on in despair!! Because I’m starting to feel that persistence does pay off.
30 + years of doing it my way will not yield miracles tomorrow. I have to be patient, we all do. But now I can be patient because things are slowly starting to change instead of perpetually going nowhere.
I’m obsessed with page 69 in Greatest Salesman where it says, “Within me burns a flame which has been passed from generations uncounted, and it’s heat is a constant irritation to my spirit to become better than I am, and I will. I will fan this flame of dissatisfaction proclaim my uniqueness to the world.” So beautiful. This is how I’ve felt my whole life, since I was a little girl and these sentences invigorated my soul.
We all have wonderful talents that were made to be gifted to the world, in our own way. Also that what you seek is seeking you! I’ve never believed that until this week after reading MKE Week 15. The actual science behind this is fascinating, so simple, yet so profound. It truly is Omnipotent, Omniscient, and Omnipresent! I’m really looking forward to learning to be one with Natural Law and all the gifts she will bring! I hope everyone is staying safe!
Omnipotent: Having unlimited power, able to do anything
Omniscient: All knowing/knowing everything
Omnipresent: Always there/present everywhere at the same time
Natural Law: An observable law relating to natural phenomena, derived from nature, right reason, natural order, divine order